I didn't wake up feeling this way

[acoustics1220]

- Woke up this morning, an hour earlier than necessary. 4:20 AM.

- Got ready, had to wake my dad up to move his truck.

-Saw a dead, black cat on the street on my way to the highway. I felt sad for the cat. Poor thing, all sprawled out. Then I wondered, 'who's gonna clean that up?' Is that bad of me? Oh well. The thing will start smelling if no one gets rid of it.

- Oddly enough, I think I had the worst cup of coffee ever this morning. Mind, I don't drink straight coffee, last time I did, I think that was like 3 years ago. Is it possible to have a bad cup of coffee? I'm pretty sure it is. Possible, I mean. I wanted decaf., but no, it was too early in the morning to have decaf available so I just said, 'fine, I'll take regular.'

Big mistake.

- Got to school and finished my coffee, that didn't have enough sugar (I like sugar), and got out of my car to find splatters of BLOOD behind the wheel on the drivers side. I should be worried about that, but I'm more apathetic to it really. Pretty sure it didn't come from the cat, because the cat was sprawled out in the other lane, but maybe it bled a lot and the blood ran into the water pools that were all over the place. Odd. Poor cat. Cats are my favorite animal.

- I'm worried. And concerned, and feeling totally useless.

- I think today will be okay. Once classes start, and I preoccupy myself with the work that I need to have done by Thursday, a lot of things will be pushed out of my mind.

- Risie, if you read this, know you're constantly in my thoughts, and in my heart. If you'd let me be there for you, I would. *tighthugs*



- blech, I need a drink.

Comments

[heather.livejournal.com]

Bah, sweetie. What a day. *HUGS* If I lived anywhere near you I'd buy you that drink.

[acoustics1220.livejournal.com]

haha, oddly enough, I think that would make me cry.

Thank you, it's the thought that counts.

All in the span of 3 hours, isn't that promising for the rest of the day?